So I'm pretty indecisive.

Today the sec 4s that participated in the SYF met Ms Suhaila after school. So apparently we're allowed to participate in the closing ceremony of SYF. But this would mean extra stress, less time for studying, a chance of missing blockbooking and having to pay for a gown we'll wear once. But this is such a privilege, and what an opportunity. I can barely comprehend it. But still, is it worth it? Everyone I asked (outside of choir) said no. Except for my mum.

Also, I've started to have doubts about my goals again. Let's face it, I'm definitely going to polytechnic, because a) I can't do Chinese, b) I can't handle the stress, and, perhaps most importantly, c) I can't iron my uniform for nuts. The maid recently left and I'll be despairing with my lack of ironing skills. 23 weeks to go, I can do this!
With that said, I'm still unsure of my future. I don't know if I want to pursue language or culinary. Not just English, but French, Italian, Japanese; it's always been a dream. One I thought I'd never be capable of achieving. Maybe I'm still not able to, and am grasping at straws because I'm so unsure. I honestly wish there were consultants about this.

I can't stand my indecisiveness, moreso than anyone else. Writing down the pros and cons are never a help for me, either.

So I'm pretty indecisive.

Today the sec 4s that participated in the SYF met Ms Suhaila after school. So apparently we're allowed to participate in the closing ceremony of SYF. But this would mean extra stress, less time for studying, a chance of missing blockbooking and having to pay for a gown we'll wear once. But this is such a privilege, and what an opportunity. I can barely comprehend it. But still, is it worth it? Everyone I asked (outside of choir) said no. Except for my mum.

Also, I've started to have doubts about my goals again. Let's face it, I'm definitely going to polytechnic, because a) I can't do Chinese, b) I can't handle the stress, and, perhaps most importantly, c) I can't iron my uniform for nuts. The maid recently left and I'll be despairing with my lack of ironing skills. 23 weeks to go, I can do this!
With that said, I'm still unsure of my future. I don't know if I want to pursue language or culinary. Not just English, but French, Italian, Japanese; it's always been a dream. One I thought I'd never be capable of achieving. Maybe I'm still not able to, and am grasping at straws because I'm so unsure. I honestly wish there were consultants about this.

I can't stand my indecisiveness, moreso than anyone else. Writing down the pros and cons are never a help for me, either.